Party Poison by My Chemical Romance
"It makes you feel like your on top of the world and that everyone else are against us so we need to burn their evil nations to the ground." -Me
"It makes me want to go out in bright red lipstick and high heeled leather boots and a leather jacket and burn shit down" -Mimi
The War Against Ourselves by Sew Intricate and Joel Faviere
First off I want to make it clear that I believe Sew Intricate and Joel Faviere is the same guy, just with a band.
This song is about suicide and self harm awareness. Now this is a sensitive subject right now because I understand self harm and I try to help people cope with it. I'm even dealing with it myself.
This song ends with the lyrics; "Listen to me scream and shout, but do not say a word"
The meaning of this lyric is know what I'm doing to myself but don't get me in trouble, because I know it's wrong. The chorus's lyrics are really strong and give out a lot of emotion "All these scars, from the war against myself, I'm a walking hell" it's tragic really, it shows and tells so much emotion. This whole song truthfully could be broken down and explained, but I have a long list so I'm going to move on for now.
Little Lion Man by Tonight Alive
"But it was not your fault but mine, and it was your heart on the line, I really fucked it up this time, Didn't I my dear?" These lyrics are so powerful. It was blaming something on herself. It reminds me of a mistake I made three years ago, with a guy. I feel guilt, love, pain, and forgiveness, I wish I could fix it but I can't.
King For A Day by Pierce the Veil
"I take a look up at the sky and I see red, red for the cancer, red for the wealthy, red for the drink that's mixed with suicide, everything red" that makes me think of how much red has been spilled in this world. "Red for the cancer" meaning so many people die from cancer, "red for the wealthy" destroying our economy and killing people who starve to death everyday, "red for the drink that's mixed with suicide" the suicide caused by bullying, by putting pain on another. "Everything red" meaning the world is red, so much red has covered this place that there is no way to clean it, the world is stained red.
Vices by Memphis May Fire
"I've been thinking this could be the end of me, who is this person in the mirror I see? I have come so far, thought I was so strong, the truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long. I never thought this would be me, but now I'm on the verge of self destruction, how could this happen to me?" Three words describe this: Suicide, self harm. Self destruction being self harm, the end of me being suicide.
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It holds so much meaning, so many people out in the world today don't pause and smell the roses anymore, listen to the lyrics, the pain, the truth, the lies, the freedom in music, in writing, in being human. Take a lyric from eight of your favorite songs, I dare you, figure out what they mean to you. If you can find a meaning. Most people nowadays are more interested in the sounds, that's okay, but the lyrics are the telling of someones story.
Saturday, February 1, 2014
Saturday, January 18, 2014
In the scene
http://www.meetme.com/member/88344205 Dating Scene
Going lesbo cause most guys I've dated are assholes
Going lesbo cause most guys I've dated are assholes
Girl Power At It's Finest
Don't add people you haven't gotten to know first on chatroulette.com I learned that the hard way
[1/12/2014 9:43:59 PM] Kyle Justice: awww, okay, then maybe I can call in a bit
[1/12/2014 9:44:29 PM] Brad Layton: Ok haha wear some thing sexy ! 😘
[1/12/2014 9:44:51 PM] Kyle Justice: You wouldn't even be able to see me haha
[1/12/2014 9:45:02 PM] Brad Layton: Why not ?
[1/12/2014 9:45:15 PM] Kyle Justice: cause I can't video call
[1/12/2014 9:45:28 PM] Brad Layton: Why not
[1/12/2014 9:46:10 PM] Kyle Justice: cause thats when I was with char, I don't have a webcam :( But I'm probably going to be able to video chat in a few days :)
[1/12/2014 9:46:44 PM] Brad Layton: oh ok
[1/12/2014 9:46:49 PM] Kyle Justice: ya
[1/12/2014 9:47:01 PM] Brad Layton: well my dicks hard so im going to go wank
[1/12/2014 9:47:10 PM] Kyle Justice: have fun
[1/12/2014 9:47:16 PM] Brad Layton: i will ha
[12:34:03 AM] Kyle Justice: hai
[12:46:40 AM] Kyle Justice: ya online
[12:59:01 AM] Brad Layton: Yeah
[12:59:21 AM] Kyle Justice: hows it going?
[12:59:33 AM] Brad Layton: Good ha you
[12:59:40 AM] Kyle Justice: good, tired
[12:59:55 AM] Brad Layton: Oh ok you alone ?
[1:05:09 AM] Brad Layton: I'm wanking sorry
[1:05:15 AM] Kyle Justice: oh okay then
[1:05:31 AM] Brad Layton: You can see if you do stuff ?
[1:05:42 AM] Kyle Justice: What?
[1:06:05 AM] Brad Layton: Show me your boobs and ill show you
[1:06:44 AM] Kyle Justice: I'm good, I got a girlfriend
[1:07:06 AM] Brad Layton: Ok so your not gunna do anything can I delete you
[1:07:35 AM] Kyle Justice: what the fuck I thought you'd want to at least be friends but you just use women for fuck or masterbation buddies? That's low
[1:08:08 AM] Brad Layton: Haha you decide
[1:08:42 AM] Kyle Justice: You know I thought you were cute and nice and all and your all like, "I'm so proud of my dick you want to see it?" like what the actual fuck, this is why I'm going lesbian, cause of guys like you. Asshole.
[1:09:14 AM] Brad Layton: I don't give a fuck
[1:10:42 AM] Kyle Justice: oh okay then, you didn't learn a damn thing, thats fine, I figured something so inspiring and powerful wouldn't teach you anything. I'm not showing you my tits too see your dick. I mean really, If I wanted to see a dick I'd just watch gay porn since it's funny and entertaining, not watch you wank yourself out of bordom.
[1:12:27 AM] Brad Layton: Coolio your lesbian cause no guy would ever put up with you ha
[1:12:27 AM] Kyle Justice: Also, I get more pussy than you do so I'm fucking proud you little bastard. Your the type of bastard that deserves to die in a fucking hole okay you little weasel that looks like Zac Efron? And Zac is unattractive. Besides, when I was bi I liked men, not horny teenage boys.
[1:13:20 AM] Kyle Justice: And I'm lesbian because guys like you grow up to be rapists and I don't want to know a future rapist, I'm the breakerupper not the breakupee
[1:14:04 AM] Kyle Justice: In the US by the way women don't fucking kneel at boys feet and do what they're told, we run this motherfucking town
[1:14:30 AM] Kyle Justice: Your worse than scum you know
[1:15:28 AM] Kyle Justice: You fucking piss me off, guys like you running around online with your dicks hanging out looking for horny girls who live in North Korea
I'm adding you to my blog by the way to prove that there are douches out there
[1:24:28 AM] Brad Layton: I can see you are loving life ! So positive ha and so annoying
[1:26:35 AM] Kyle Justice: thanks, I'm not enjoying it as much as others but okay, I see you read my profile I guess and thats okay, I don't really care. I'm not as positive as you may think though, I hate that people assume that about me it's annoying. Yes I ramble, yes I'm annoying, yes I'm a lesbian. Oh well, that's me, I'm also a lot of other things I'm proud of and not really proud of. I could really do better, and this is my first step of becoming better by taking out the trash.
In case your brain is not functioning correctly since you were dropped a lot as a young child, the trash I'm taking out is you, and not on a date, to the garbage can then to the gargage dump to get composted into heaps of manure to be used in grass fertilizer for cows and then eaten by cows who is eaten then by people who shit you out later and it ends up in the ocean, your stink killing all the fish
[1:54:54 AM] Kyle Justice: damn you Brad Layton
[3:16:01 AM] Brad Layton: Fuck you talk a lot of shit woman
[3:19:33 AM] Kyle Justice: What the hell do you think you little motherfucking douche of a whore. You must be such a disapointment to your mother. You are such a lame, horrible, embarrassing human being on this planet that needs to rot in a pit of fiery hell. Fuck you bitch. Suck my dick you little motherfucker. Youre a disgrace in the sight of god and your a didsgrace in life. 1 tip, don't piss me the fuck off. Don't play with fire or you get born. Hell hast no fury like a woman scorned
[3:19:52 AM] Kyle Justice: And I know I talk a lot on here, I usually don't though
[3:21:14 AM] Brad Layton: Wow no one must like you if you have to say this much about someone that you don't even know haha
[3:22:05 AM] Kyle Justice: good for you, you think you know so much about me when you know so little
Besides, why are you judging me when we both have no right to judge each other. If we both can choose to make bad or good choices, how can we judge when we make either?
[3:23:47 AM] Brad Layton: Can you stop talking to me ! Your fucking weird
[3:24:03 AM] Kyle Justice: You spelled you
[3:24:08 AM] Kyle Justice: *you're wrong
[3:24:31 AM] Kyle Justice: You must be illiterate or of illiterate parents
[3:24:45 AM] Brad Layton: Haha I remember when I did that ! I was 12
[3:25:18 AM] Kyle Justice: I tried being nice by saying we have no right to judge, but now your pissing me off. What do you remember doing what? You must be disillusional
[3:25:37 AM] Brad Layton: Block me then
[3:25:48 AM] Kyle Justice: Na, this is too entertaining
[3:25:52 AM] Kyle Justice: *nah
[3:26:41 AM] Kyle Justice: you remember doing what when you were twelve?
[3:26:50 AM] Kyle Justice: masterbating on camera too?
[3:27:44 AM] Brad Layton: Nah I get pussy for days now ha In blocking you cause you have no other life but to try make someone else's day bad ! When really I don't give a fuck
[3:28:00 AM] Kyle Justice: kay, bye forever
[1/12/2014 9:43:59 PM] Kyle Justice: awww, okay, then maybe I can call in a bit
[1/12/2014 9:44:29 PM] Brad Layton: Ok haha wear some thing sexy ! 😘
[1/12/2014 9:44:51 PM] Kyle Justice: You wouldn't even be able to see me haha
[1/12/2014 9:45:02 PM] Brad Layton: Why not ?
[1/12/2014 9:45:15 PM] Kyle Justice: cause I can't video call
[1/12/2014 9:45:28 PM] Brad Layton: Why not
[1/12/2014 9:46:10 PM] Kyle Justice: cause thats when I was with char, I don't have a webcam :( But I'm probably going to be able to video chat in a few days :)
[1/12/2014 9:46:44 PM] Brad Layton: oh ok
[1/12/2014 9:46:49 PM] Kyle Justice: ya
[1/12/2014 9:47:01 PM] Brad Layton: well my dicks hard so im going to go wank
[1/12/2014 9:47:10 PM] Kyle Justice: have fun
[1/12/2014 9:47:16 PM] Brad Layton: i will ha
[12:34:03 AM] Kyle Justice: hai
[12:46:40 AM] Kyle Justice: ya online
[12:59:01 AM] Brad Layton: Yeah
[12:59:21 AM] Kyle Justice: hows it going?
[12:59:33 AM] Brad Layton: Good ha you
[12:59:40 AM] Kyle Justice: good, tired
[12:59:55 AM] Brad Layton: Oh ok you alone ?
[1:05:09 AM] Brad Layton: I'm wanking sorry
[1:05:15 AM] Kyle Justice: oh okay then
[1:05:31 AM] Brad Layton: You can see if you do stuff ?
[1:05:42 AM] Kyle Justice: What?
[1:06:05 AM] Brad Layton: Show me your boobs and ill show you
[1:06:44 AM] Kyle Justice: I'm good, I got a girlfriend
[1:07:06 AM] Brad Layton: Ok so your not gunna do anything can I delete you
[1:07:35 AM] Kyle Justice: what the fuck I thought you'd want to at least be friends but you just use women for fuck or masterbation buddies? That's low
[1:08:08 AM] Brad Layton: Haha you decide
[1:08:42 AM] Kyle Justice: You know I thought you were cute and nice and all and your all like, "I'm so proud of my dick you want to see it?" like what the actual fuck, this is why I'm going lesbian, cause of guys like you. Asshole.
[1:09:14 AM] Brad Layton: I don't give a fuck
[1:10:42 AM] Kyle Justice: oh okay then, you didn't learn a damn thing, thats fine, I figured something so inspiring and powerful wouldn't teach you anything. I'm not showing you my tits too see your dick. I mean really, If I wanted to see a dick I'd just watch gay porn since it's funny and entertaining, not watch you wank yourself out of bordom.
[1:12:27 AM] Brad Layton: Coolio your lesbian cause no guy would ever put up with you ha
[1:12:27 AM] Kyle Justice: Also, I get more pussy than you do so I'm fucking proud you little bastard. Your the type of bastard that deserves to die in a fucking hole okay you little weasel that looks like Zac Efron? And Zac is unattractive. Besides, when I was bi I liked men, not horny teenage boys.
[1:13:20 AM] Kyle Justice: And I'm lesbian because guys like you grow up to be rapists and I don't want to know a future rapist, I'm the breakerupper not the breakupee
[1:14:04 AM] Kyle Justice: In the US by the way women don't fucking kneel at boys feet and do what they're told, we run this motherfucking town
[1:14:30 AM] Kyle Justice: Your worse than scum you know
[1:15:28 AM] Kyle Justice: You fucking piss me off, guys like you running around online with your dicks hanging out looking for horny girls who live in North Korea
I'm adding you to my blog by the way to prove that there are douches out there
[1:24:28 AM] Brad Layton: I can see you are loving life ! So positive ha and so annoying
[1:26:35 AM] Kyle Justice: thanks, I'm not enjoying it as much as others but okay, I see you read my profile I guess and thats okay, I don't really care. I'm not as positive as you may think though, I hate that people assume that about me it's annoying. Yes I ramble, yes I'm annoying, yes I'm a lesbian. Oh well, that's me, I'm also a lot of other things I'm proud of and not really proud of. I could really do better, and this is my first step of becoming better by taking out the trash.
In case your brain is not functioning correctly since you were dropped a lot as a young child, the trash I'm taking out is you, and not on a date, to the garbage can then to the gargage dump to get composted into heaps of manure to be used in grass fertilizer for cows and then eaten by cows who is eaten then by people who shit you out later and it ends up in the ocean, your stink killing all the fish
[1:54:54 AM] Kyle Justice: damn you Brad Layton
[3:16:01 AM] Brad Layton: Fuck you talk a lot of shit woman
[3:19:33 AM] Kyle Justice: What the hell do you think you little motherfucking douche of a whore. You must be such a disapointment to your mother. You are such a lame, horrible, embarrassing human being on this planet that needs to rot in a pit of fiery hell. Fuck you bitch. Suck my dick you little motherfucker. Youre a disgrace in the sight of god and your a didsgrace in life. 1 tip, don't piss me the fuck off. Don't play with fire or you get born. Hell hast no fury like a woman scorned
[3:19:52 AM] Kyle Justice: And I know I talk a lot on here, I usually don't though
[3:21:14 AM] Brad Layton: Wow no one must like you if you have to say this much about someone that you don't even know haha
[3:22:05 AM] Kyle Justice: good for you, you think you know so much about me when you know so little
Besides, why are you judging me when we both have no right to judge each other. If we both can choose to make bad or good choices, how can we judge when we make either?
[3:23:47 AM] Brad Layton: Can you stop talking to me ! Your fucking weird
[3:24:03 AM] Kyle Justice: You spelled you
[3:24:08 AM] Kyle Justice: *you're wrong
[3:24:31 AM] Kyle Justice: You must be illiterate or of illiterate parents
[3:24:45 AM] Brad Layton: Haha I remember when I did that ! I was 12
[3:25:18 AM] Kyle Justice: I tried being nice by saying we have no right to judge, but now your pissing me off. What do you remember doing what? You must be disillusional
[3:25:37 AM] Brad Layton: Block me then
[3:25:48 AM] Kyle Justice: Na, this is too entertaining
[3:25:52 AM] Kyle Justice: *nah
[3:26:41 AM] Kyle Justice: you remember doing what when you were twelve?
[3:26:50 AM] Kyle Justice: masterbating on camera too?
[3:27:44 AM] Brad Layton: Nah I get pussy for days now ha In blocking you cause you have no other life but to try make someone else's day bad ! When really I don't give a fuck
[3:28:00 AM] Kyle Justice: kay, bye forever
Thursday, October 10, 2013
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
Thursday, August 1, 2013
hello heLLO HELLO
Hello freaks, I mean geeks, I mean it's been weeks! sorry, that was weird, and random, anyways, hows it going for all of you's? I'm totally lazy and boring and need to update this more often, and also, please read any and all of my online stories, please comment on them I feel lonely:( also please join me on that site and write with me go collabratives!
http://www.quotev.com/jenowatina
http://www.quotev.com/story/3508065/An-Unknown-Story
the second one is my best story.
peace
Dueces
(keep them fingers up!)
http://www.quotev.com/jenowatina
http://www.quotev.com/story/3508065/An-Unknown-Story
the second one is my best story.
peace
Dueces
(keep them fingers up!)
Sunday, July 28, 2013
I'm bAck
Hello ladies and Lordes, haha, get it Lordes? There's a band called Lorde, oh whatever....
I'd rather not be called Jeno anymore, my name is Patricka and thats what I'd prefer to be called.
I'm giving a shoutout to my friend +Damon Rennaker for being awesome and helping me out through a darkish moment for me yesterday. And a shout out to +Calico B'shalom sorry about how I had to hang up on you the other night my mom came in my room and took away my phoe, not my cell, but my only calling phone pretty much, a shout out for +Mimi Benson for being back in town already, we need to hang out girly, a shout out to Charlotte, but I need her new email to do a google+ shoutout, anyways, a shout out to +Fisher Newman for well, being Fisher, btw bro, get back to going to park day, come see us all we miss you, except apparently Eleanor :/ don't ask I don't know BTW she's mad at you for defriending her because she thinks you were being an a** about something, I dunno what though....
Shoutout to +Smile your posts make me smile, and laugh, which helps me, thank you, +Loben Maishen I am working on the anime backgrounds, I can probably come over to work on it next week if you want, or this week I guess.... Anytime really.....
Did I forget anybody? I hope not, sorry if I did let me know....
I'm bored....
Again thanks to all of you +Damon Rennaker You need to teach me how to play Therapy by All Time Low, that cover you did was amazing, you should learn I feel like dancin' by All time low, it rocks...
TTYL
Love yall's
Bye, +1 my blog :)
Thanks
I'd rather not be called Jeno anymore, my name is Patricka and thats what I'd prefer to be called.
I'm giving a shoutout to my friend +Damon Rennaker for being awesome and helping me out through a darkish moment for me yesterday. And a shout out to +Calico B'shalom sorry about how I had to hang up on you the other night my mom came in my room and took away my phoe, not my cell, but my only calling phone pretty much, a shout out for +Mimi Benson for being back in town already, we need to hang out girly, a shout out to Charlotte, but I need her new email to do a google+ shoutout, anyways, a shout out to +Fisher Newman for well, being Fisher, btw bro, get back to going to park day, come see us all we miss you, except apparently Eleanor :/ don't ask I don't know BTW she's mad at you for defriending her because she thinks you were being an a** about something, I dunno what though....
Shoutout to +Smile your posts make me smile, and laugh, which helps me, thank you, +Loben Maishen I am working on the anime backgrounds, I can probably come over to work on it next week if you want, or this week I guess.... Anytime really.....
Did I forget anybody? I hope not, sorry if I did let me know....
I'm bored....
Again thanks to all of you +Damon Rennaker You need to teach me how to play Therapy by All Time Low, that cover you did was amazing, you should learn I feel like dancin' by All time low, it rocks...
TTYL
Love yall's
Bye, +1 my blog :)
Thanks
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